‘What’, I am asked, by my constant challenger, Jesus Christ whose birth and coming into this same world is being celebrated year on year, ‘have I changed, have I seen as opportunities for change?’
‘What has excited me and inspired me and given me cause for hope and encouragement?
What are the obstacles that have changed into opportunities for growth?
What can I truly be grateful for?
Do I give thanks and praise for the unexpected openings of new encounters, along with the steadfastness of old and treasured friends who have also shared the journey in one way or another?
‘Where’, I am asked by my Friend and Saviour, have the deep and meaningful experiences, which might have been painful too, the losses and bereavements maybe, brought me?
Where am I now in relation to these experiences? Can I still revisit them?
Do I let them nourish me now?
What longings do I remember having this time last year?
...................................to change a useless habit, a destructive influence maybe?
...................................to change a way of looking at things with the dark eyes of hopelessness and pessimism? |